somehow, it has all faded away
im trying to find back what ive lost

i dnt knw who am i.
i may be wearing a mask, but i cant fool myself

ARGH. really hate myself.
ive always wanted to meet him.
yet this time, when he asked me out to pass me the mcard he bought for me.
i said 'hmm dno leh, you pass to my bro? i lazy x) lol'
he replied saying 'lols, dno leh, suibian, up to you.'
then i said 'yeh okay, you meet my bro and i ask my bro pay you'
then he was like 'hmm, why you so lazy?'
AND ARGH, I REPLIED.
'hhaha nth la, just lazy loh. yep'

yet, in my heart. everything's so complicated. i really wanted to change my mind.
but another side of me seems to be telling me.
'you two cant be together. he's with yinzhi already. dont pin any false hopes. you cant sink any deeper.'

argh and then i received anther sms from jiahao
'have you been to the twin towers at sentosa? '
then i replied 'no, you?'
he said 'yep, im wathcing the sunset from here now, you want next time i bring you want come? hahaha.'
hmmm...

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