intro
somehow, it has all faded away
im trying to find back what ive lost
BLOG.
Friday, December 22, 2006
i really dont know what to do now.
i tried asking my mother yesterday if i can go out tmrw to celebrate x'mas.
but bcos i have dental in the morning, then i dont know if i can make it for the xmas celebration.
and the xmas celebration is 3pm.
christmas is once every year.
and if i miss it this time, i have to wait for 365days.
i dont know why im crying now.
ive asked god, asked god to help me.
i dont know i just want to go I WANT TO GO I REALLY WANT.
i shall not weep, cos crying doesnt help.
i shall be strong, bcos im sure god will find a way for me.
i trust you, god.
you have helped me so many times, let me please you for once again.
im sure you wont disappoint me.
i love you, god.
