somehow, it has all faded away
im trying to find back what ive lost

i dnt knw who am i.
i may be wearing a mask, but i cant fool myself

im sick of it already, really
i hate putting on brave fronts. i hate having to post happy posts on my public blog when im not.
i hate acting like nothing has happened at all.

for nenque, i admit tht its my fault.
but i think shes also a lil too sensitive also.
but hais, i cant voice it out.
i seem to lost the ability to express myself, about how i feel.

and for nenque (her char), when shes unhappy about certain stuffs, maybe she can bottle them up for a few days, but thts her limit
then she'll start blabbering everything out and say super hurting words.
and when a person apologises, she acts as if nothing has happened and keep =)

I REALLY REALLY DNO WHT TO DO
i just know tht im very stressed, VERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
my heartttttttttttt ahhhhhhhhh
i cant write in on my pm, cant write it on my blog
i cant do anything
i just feel so helpless i dont wna cut myself either

hah he says he feels rotton and he knows tht he cant forget easily
so why say such stuffs its making me really i dnt know how to say ahhhhhhhh

PATIENCE - TAKE THAT
ROCKS TOTALLY
IT CAN RELIEVE STRESSSSSSSS

CAUSE I NEEEED TIME, HAVE A LIL PATIENCE
my heart is numb has no feeling so while im still healing
just try
and have a lil patience


.... i cant forget, afterall

ARCHIVES(my old personal blog):
gone gone, all goneDec 2006


LINKS:
public blog
silerlife
rachelfong
tidal


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