somehow, it has all faded away
im trying to find back what ive lost

i dnt knw who am i.
i may be wearing a mask, but i cant fool myself

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the day my heart broke.
i dont know if i can fix it back, the scar seems to be so deep.

well as expected, they got back tgt alr.
yep, hah.
he told me to stay happy.
and bcos of tht, i cant express how i feel.

i wna be who i really am. i dnt wna lie to myself, anymore.
im sick of this mask.
i cant fool myself.

i blog happy stuffs to let pple know tht im always cheerful?
let him know im doing really fine now.

when actually really i still cant forget everthing
i can laugh so loudly like a lunatic, and when i come home and cool down
and start thinking, am i living for myself?

im not even who i am now, i dont even know who am i
i dont know my character at all
who am i
WHO AM I

im trying to be strong, i DONT WANT TO THINK
really glad tht i know him as a friend
but i hope we didnt develop our friendship furthur
perhaps those memories would be more memorable

its disturbing me alot. hes doing well, i can tell
yinzhi's really happy now yep i can tell
she cant live without him

i have to give up, cos i can live without him, i can live for god.
its just the time that matters.
and her words, are HURTING
stinging hah.

am sitting in the front row now, whts the pnt theres no difference
i cant concentrate anyhow


let those fake smiles fade away;

the more you love the person, the more hurt you'll be
how true is it, hah.

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gone gone, all goneDec 2006


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